Survival..
We are leaving in a world where money comes first and feelings second..You can call it also a “rational vs emotional” world, but no matter with what you associate it, the outcome is the same: people stop leaving their dreams and following their passion to go for the material wealth…
The cases when people are really doing what they like are more rare. Although you start your career saying “I will do only what I like”, you will be confronted one day with choosing between heart and mind..And usually you go for the mind…
This is what I did in the last weeks..I am not necessary proud of the decision I took, but I did it. I thought I will be able to handle it, but I am starting to realise that is not that easy. I miss the work I was doing, I feel empty. I am doing something new, but unfortunately is not something that makes me feel challenged, is not something that keeps me motivated or optimistic..I am starting to change, to become a person that I don’t want to…
I promised myself this won’t last too long..and I am planning to keep my promise!!!
Don’t make any compromises when comes to what makes you happy!
The cases when people are really doing what they like are more rare. Although you start your career saying “I will do only what I like”, you will be confronted one day with choosing between heart and mind..And usually you go for the mind…
This is what I did in the last weeks..I am not necessary proud of the decision I took, but I did it. I thought I will be able to handle it, but I am starting to realise that is not that easy. I miss the work I was doing, I feel empty. I am doing something new, but unfortunately is not something that makes me feel challenged, is not something that keeps me motivated or optimistic..I am starting to change, to become a person that I don’t want to…
I promised myself this won’t last too long..and I am planning to keep my promise!!!
Don’t make any compromises when comes to what makes you happy!
PS: And no worries, I am ok..now :)


3 Comments:
At August 31, 2007 ,
Erica Cleofe said...
Hey darling.
I hope you really find happiness and peace with your decision. I do not know exactly what the decision was but just a small snippet of my personal experience says that whatever your gut feel says is right, then that is the best choice. :)
I hope we can talk about this more. Until then, you are in my prayers!
Erica
At September 17, 2007 ,
Cori said...
Buna iubita!
Tocmai am terminat o conversatie pe skype with my loved one, pus intr-o situatie oarecum asemanatoare.
Stiu ca nu e usor...
Ma intreb insa cate din deciziile care am crezut ca ne vor aduce cu adevarat fericirea au facut-o si cate din cele pe care le-am regretat au fost cele mai bune decizii luate vreodata.
Sunt sigura ca timpul va aduce cu el raspunsul si ca vor exista multe consecinte minunate care vor veni cu aceasta decizie grea!
Mi-e dor de tine! Cand vii sa vezi Budapesta?
Cori
At October 01, 2007 ,
Lion said...
You're a survivor ;)
Zee :)
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