Learning from mistakes
The last days have been full of lessons learned…about people, about ethics, about feelings and comfort, about the desire to do what you want ad what was promised to you against something that you don’t feel passionate about…I’ve been living all this and not in a pleasant way..
I’ve now reached the level where I am so tired from crying and stressing myself that I don’t care anymore…My Belgian adventure is approaching with fast steps to an end, an end that is not what I wanted, neither desired, but which maybe is the best solution I have at this moment…
I am depressed, sad and having no energy..For those who know me, they will realise that this is not the normal me..
Next week I will know what I will do..
I’ve now reached the level where I am so tired from crying and stressing myself that I don’t care anymore…My Belgian adventure is approaching with fast steps to an end, an end that is not what I wanted, neither desired, but which maybe is the best solution I have at this moment…
I am depressed, sad and having no energy..For those who know me, they will realise that this is not the normal me..
Next week I will know what I will do..
posted by Nico(leta) @ 18:14
9 Comments:
At August 10, 2007 ,
Ladi said...
You betcha we know this is not your normal self!
Buck up kid! You are living an absolutely wonderful life and rightly so... uncertain times are a part of a wonderful life. Just so you can appreciate the "moments that take your breath away"
If it helps... I can come and kick someone's (anyone) ass for you
At August 10, 2007 ,
Georgiana said...
Nu-mi vine sa cred. Ce s-a intamplat? Parca nu esti tu.
At August 11, 2007 ,
Amit Desai said...
This is not the sunflower I have always referred to as!
If things don't go wrong, you wont know the feeling of having it your way. Hugs to make you feel better all the way from India!
At August 13, 2007 ,
Rox Ionitza said...
Nico,
Stiu ca noi nu semanam...poate doar in anumite aspecte, asa cum seamana toti oamenii:).
Dar simt foarte similar cu tine si inteleg, de aceea -desi nu e "meseria" mea preferata - iti dau un sfat: relaxeaza-te si asteapta. Uneori momentele grele prezic multe schimbari in bine.
At August 14, 2007 ,
Anonymous said...
and a hug from switzerland too! give us your beautiful smile back!!!
peter
At August 15, 2007 ,
Nico(leta) said...
Thank you so much guys for all your kind words..I am better now and I m trying to take things as they come…Life is a rollercoaster , no..and i really experienced that in the last weeks..But knowing that you are close, it makes a big difference..
Big hugs and smiles,
Nico
At August 15, 2007 ,
Aine said...
hehe close is a relative term in AIESEC eh?? glad to see you are feeling better though :) hugs from zurich
At August 15, 2007 ,
Nadiyka said...
Big hug, for my shiny happy friend, this will have to pass, girl, it always does :)
miss you and your smile!!!!
At August 17, 2007 ,
Mugur said...
Hey Nico,
Heads up.. if I recall well, it takes a lot to get you demotivated, so i am glad you are over it.
Pass by Viena and we can go for an icecream :)
Mugur
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